Saturday, September 16, 2006 Y
LOL !
can someone tell me what's friends ?
i really lose heart le .
i hate it .
y it's tt what i predicted always become true .
y cant it be the opp ?
IM JUS SO STUPID .
MY MOTHER ALSO ><
frm today onwards .
im gonna be a bad kiki .
im nt gonna trust no one .
NO ONE .
nt even friends .
nt even my family .
NO ONE AT ALL .
im jus gonna live a selfish life .
carin' for myself can le .
for 10 mons i've been so stupid .
after 10 mons im still tt stupid .
no more .
i don't wanna get hurt anymore .
i felt so hurt .
really so hurt .
i feel like dyin .
there's nth good bout me isn it ?
im jus a burden to my parents ;
a bad example to my siser ;
have lose the guy i love the most ;
lost trust in all my frens ;
what's there in this world tt let me feel it's worth livin' for ?
if i jus go, mayb the world will be better place .
im tired .
really so tired ............
{{ 9/16/2006 03:25:00 AM -
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